Inheritance
His mom called, asking
about his endoscopy this morning.
The doctors found some sort
of fungus in his esophagus.
No polyps in the large intestine,
like two dozens of siamesed chorizos
in the photo. Nothing threatening,
he reported. She survived three,
her innards getting shorter each time.
She got it from her father, he from his,
this unwelcome guest that consumes
everything if left undetected. He could
tell she felt thankful and terrible
about the news, of this inheritance
she had no control over, of him
undergoing the procedure every
other year. I thought of my own
mother who handed me something
as well. Invisible. Heavy. And sharp
enough to cut us through apart.
Visa Interview
I would
not
reply
the consulate’s question
with a canned answer,
brined in my brown tongue
for months, by Kalawisan,
in the confines of my tiny room.
I would
not
say
I am pursuing my studies
with a blocked account of 10000 euros,
to cover all expenses in a year,
an amount that could be stretched
for years on this side of the world.
Yes,
I am
coming back to my desolate country,
among saltwater and dead bodies,
where I belong.
I would
tell him
the summer air
was thick with the rancid
smell of rotten tilapia.
I would tell him,
I am going to his country
To fuck and
to be fucked.