Deep in the Capital of the Dead there are only flowers. I am sixteen forever. Mama makes me her world-famous-to-me sweet spaghetti for my birthday. No processed cheese clinging to the blade’s so-called miracle edge for today. In low-heat heaven, Mama smells of minced garlic. Brown as antiquated vaudevillian reels. Can-can of tomatoes conga lining to the saucepan. Mama doesn’t dance, but she sings Twist and Shout, and Amazing Grace. I jump to the music, and land on the wings of a yellow onion-skin moth. On her lap, I land on a field of cancer flowers. Sampaguitas and floral slippage blooming in her brain. She fears tears streaming down her already sweaty duster as she chops the noble onion bulbs, but I have pleaded with them not to make her cry this time. My only birthday wish.