Andrieu Guilas, Bacoor City, Cavite / Quezon City Andrieu Guilas (he/him) is an undergraduate student of the Creative Writing program of the University of the Philippines Diliman, with academic and creative interests in gender and ecocritical studies. He is a former officer of the UP Writers Club and served as a campus journalist for his college's student publication. He also enjoys playing video games and listening to music.



We Filipinos Love Our Pang-abays


Issue No.9
I argue brazenly
That to go away with adverbs
Is a foolish act.

No craft guide can say
To temper one’s complexities
Because how do we

Explain in confidence,
the motion of fish in the sky
Or tulip petals on lava?

Or a hillside’s mourning
The moment its princess passed
Along the moon’s veneer

How do we say that we
Mean more than ‘to say’
That we speak with clarity

To differentiate from hesitation?
That we speak with disdain
To not mean motivation?

That we speak with gentleness
And also harshness; how do we say
We go above and beyond?

Because our glitter means excess.
In our effort, in our love; that sometimes
We have size beyond smallness

And when we think small anyway,
We are cutely small, fearlessly small
In that we are big hearts, young minds.

How do we declare if we only say.
How do I say I cried with the fewest tears
That my sadness is in the degree

The same way my joy
Bore fruit that fed many
How can I articulate that I

Whispered lovingly,
Screamed desperately,
Moaned passionately

For everything we exasperate
Has words intangible
to an English psyche that sometimes

We need novel oppositions,
Or a complicated string of syntax,
Or same-sex word pairings.

I am a Filipino and I need my adverbs
My words are in love,
And they need their bridesmaids.