i. In the humid breath of Abuyog, a forest once whispered: its canopy a green hymn now a fading echo— 139 hectares lost a symphony of silence, 16% of a verdant heart beating in the shadows of flames. Fires flicker ten ha in a year, a ghostly dance. 13% of a year’s lament, embers rise like memories—, 517 kilotons of sorrow, CO₂e, a heavy shroud smothering the earth’s soft sighs. What remains? A net change of -288, a canvas of absence 1.5% of hope, 26 hectares gained, but the scales tip, the balance of life—, a precarious thread, woven into the fabric of ash. Alerts ring out! deforestation’s siren song 12 whispers in a week: less than a ha, yet the weight of loss, is a mountain—, a burden borne by roots, that clutch at the dying soil. And still, the fire calls VIIRS alerts flicker: six flames in three years, the landscape of canvas painted in charred strokes a reminder of what was, and what could never be the haunting of a forest that once danced with the rain. Oh, Abuyog! Your trees the sentinels of memory, stand witness to the blaze; to the slow unraveling the poetry of your loss etched in the scars of the earth. A testament to the fire: that consumes yet creates a cycle unbroken, in the ashes we find our voice. ________ 13 August 2024, Sogod Bay, Southern Leyte, Philippines ii. A flutter— golden garb of buzzing souls, dancing through the vibrant streets where Opayda whispers—, healing stings with gentle grace. Ode to the Buyog, nature’s tiny Buccaneers crafting sweetness from the blooms. Their labor— a hymn of nectar, a symphony of flight, in the heart of Leyte’s pulse. Fertility in color, courage stitched in fabric bright each thread a story— each bead a memory: of resilience, of unity, in the hive of humanity. Oh, for a bee’s delight, to sip the clover's warmth to revel in the sunlit noon. While the world spins— a tapestry of life, woven with the hum of wings. And as the festival swells: with laughter, song, and dance, the bees, they gather— not just for honey, but for the freedom found in the sweetness of the moment, in the embrace of communal living. ________ 14 August 2024, Bontoc, Southern Leyte, Philippines iii. The journey swift as thought, from Southern Leyte’s embrace to Tacloban, where Yolanda's rage etched scars into the eyelid’s earth. Once a garden now a requiem, a symphony of silence: the echoes of dreams, shattered like glass beneath our feet. On the road to Palo, memories weave through the asphalt— a tapestry of solitude. Centuries of whispers; the relentless tide of sorrow crashing against the shores of time, where the winds carry the weight of those who linger, their shadows etched in the dusk. Names, once vibrant, now mere murmurs. Yielding to death’s cold embrace their stories, entwined like vines a testament to absence, a field guide to grief the heart’s heavy ledger, where loss is the ink, and time, the unyielding page. In this desolate expanse: the clock stands still years compress into moments days stretch like shadows. Faces from the past flicker, their voices, a haunting lullaby, whispering through the silence, echoes of what was, and what can never be. Life’s ascent, once a promise now flattens into a void, a precipice without descent the air thick with the weight of those who cheer from beyond their joy obscured, lost in the task of remembrance. We were flesh, now vapor, substance dissolving into mist the child within us wails clutching at the remnants of joy, yet in this farewell, a vast horizon opens: the dawn of something new, where death reigns, the sun dips low behind the mountains, the stars emerge, the moon, a witness to our passage. Here, in the kingdom of the lost we find exalted solitude, the path laid bare the vegetation parts revealing the old bay, the dark night of the soul, where we confront the blankness— the stepchild of the sublime, our subject, our medium. As the mist dissipates, the canvases turn inward, life’s little cat lies still, and we ponder: “Shall I rise from the ashes?” The sun whispers, “Yes,” but the Red Sea sighs: “Your voice is but sand, scattered in the wind.” ________ 14 August 2024, Daniel Z. Romualdez Airport, Tacloban Leyte, Philippines