Listen: one daughter to another. Pith of my pith.
We've suckled the same marrow. So what if these horns catch on your hair
and you chew on all my good shoes? In the end, it’s you I want
when they take everything but my name. This loose tooth.
They call it the great forgetting how all girls
on the cusp of womanhood lose their faculty
for anger. Dumplings unravelling in the broth
a pot just on the edge of bubbling. You’ll never hear it sigh.
Once we asked mother why she mimes shadows smiles
at the scorpion’s tail when it strikes true. The body doomed
before it can write its own name. The sourer the broth
the giddier the soul, she says
stirring her pot as something desperate
clangs in her belly.
Look already i am willing to make amends circumvent
the tangle that has brought us here. If a fish forgives its captor
is it no longer lunch? What is a girl anyway but a shape to be beaten into.
Magic bread. I’ll tuck my mold deep inside crunch my arrowheads
into a million matchsticks. When i hear your war-trill
i will aim at my own heart.
See? There is a window where my hunger used to be. Tomorrow
they’ll open me down the center steal my percussion buff
my tools so i can no longer carve footholds for the devil.
I’ll be pearled once dirt-tongued ocean floor stink
now safe-keeper of claws and ugly things. Yes,
I swallow.
I just need to find where my mouth is.
Are you listening? What i’m saying is when they take the seeds,
do not fold back into the earth in grief. Train your ears to mime hands
that catch secrets. Even the hiss of oil jumping in the pan
is a message
is a signal fire
to take this recipe and run to the first tree with the first wound
thumping with sap where all women lie soft-scabbed, planting crops
in each cosmic hurt and all women hurt All women braid
memory as lifelines have much too many teeth to eat
so eat won’t you? This pot blistering
with mother’s good knives.
Won’t you lick the bowl clean?